Missing Someone - By Deshveer

1)
wen ur lone, wanting some1 2 b back

wen u love some1, u won't b able 2 move out of the trap,

with everything u will want tht some1 to b around

so u can share n make her smile but all u hav is urself, memories, n long miles

wishing 4 impossible, 4 tht miracle 2 happen wishing is there some1
who can help,

with people walking n smiling u 2 try 2 smile n c whether tht makes u happy ,

but wen u look at urslef, its nothing, just u n ur thoughts wishing
to hear her talk,

n u find new voices talking n smiling n u wonder how many of them r
actually happy,

n does tht even make ne difference, if u can smile wen ur up against the tide .

u can move on with all the things u feel but tht loneliness still
lingers there trying 2 shake u n make u feel down...


not all who luv r blind, some of us r just 2 kind, n 4giv 2 much n
never speak our mind, n at times get 2 hear u hav wasted 2 much of ur
money n time

its no use to sit n waste the time, shud just move on n never allow
memories 2 let u down,

its all part of plan and matter of time, who gets whom n whose going
u don't mind,

then y 2 sulk n think of giving up this precious life of thine, wen
all u hav to do is look up n c smiling faces those look so fine,

every1z troubled within, n hardly few happy, no matter wht u do
therez something lacking cause wht u don't c is wht u hav within is
precious dime,

every1 says grass on other side looks green thts because wht u hav
looses its sheen,

y o fool to pride in whts not urs n then cry wen thts gone, wen
everything in life sayz nothingz permanent so just move on.

everything in lifez just a matter of time, few hours, dayz, few years
of mine, i shud enjoy all b4 time runs out n everythings left behind

wht difference does it make whether u like, 1, none or thousands of
fine felines, wen all u'll get is few moments of pleasure n then
lonely life of mine, wen all i need waz just one n 1 wud hav been
equally fine,


but still the fight with loneless is all mine no matter whom m with
somewhere heart will still b crying

want for more will still be there no matter how high or far i shine,

unless somehow ur back n everything's fine.


2)

memories of sweetness



u think the life's lone,

as the thing tht u want is gone,

the softness kiled n anger born,

whom 2 blame urself or person u adorned,

all u ever wanted waz, 2 build something out of love for her n
sweetness inborn,

but wht 2 do wen u c tht the luvs no more,

n even the wish of carrying the memories of sweetness becomes a dream forgone.



wht 2 do wen ur imagination's all weired,

as being with the person u like is the thing tht u now fear,

something close 2 heart becomes a distant gear,

things u said, felt n believed once, becomes unreal,

whts the past 2 me, m much stronger better here,

the easy way 2 4get some1 is to get a new dear,

but there r some to whome wht they say n do is very real,

very few hav understanding n stick 2 it as its not easy to steer,

i still wish 2 carry our memories of sweetness

u must b thinking...

even now u wish to carry memories of sweetness ?

Lord, i hope hez not crazy, u help him m out of here.

Desh



3)
Missing


the lines that I write, hope they help end a fight.

when its dark, v pray to God 2 throw some light,

n wonder, hez got all the might, but then y is he out of sight,

I wish he cud catch a flight, n take me out of my plight,

cause I m missing sum1.




I think then he came with an open heart n said, buddy y don't u write.

I gave u brains & a wonderful profile,

so wht if its dark n u hav long lonely miles,

every1's closet hav some bad files,

even the 1's who think, they r the best, cries,

believe me, I hav heard them say,

I m missing sum1.




then i asked, well i hope , she smiles,

but y my files, full of sadness pile?

n i got a big smile, while i wonder y,

he answered sweetly, c she 2 had smiled,

n i wonder, m i still missing sum1... ?

well..., now at least..., not 2night :)


Desh

4)
Gudbies


where shud i find the words, tht will have the might,

the might, to break the chains, that hold u tight,

who knows, whts going 2 become of this life,

therez so much peace n happiness inside,

but we tend 2 believe otherwise,

4 so long gud lord gave me respite,

but then as if stuck by a light,

i fell for thing know as luv life,

(Despite the fact tht,) though she said, Desh expectations will rise,

She waz scared of it, like a patient 4m a contagious parasite,

I thought i'll giv her the life,

so tht she cud find the stability, peace & happiness inside,

but then as if sum1 had turn off the lights,

things went off, n i didn't wonder y,

and true 2 my self i didn't expect her 2 call, mail or write,

but still my heart cried, n reasons were not french fries,

n not as people say, whtever she said were all lies,

But, cause of all the heart felt gudbies.


Desh


5)

Happiness





If in ur head,lies a quest,

2 find the best, n u can't giv it a rest,

B my guest, don't b scared its not a test,

Spend sum time with me,n u might understand the rest,

Tht happiness lies within.



Life's like, people's faith ,on earth's crust,

tht it wudn't blow n reduce them 2 dust.

But v live, v build, still v trust,

Though v die, v break still there's mistrust,

But don't worry my friend, happiness lies within.



So wht, if 1 day, they like u, n the next they dislike u,n r ready 2 fight u,

It can feel like dog u like, is abt 2 bite u.

It might even fright u?

Well the truth might surprise u,

It happened cause u looked 4 happiness outside u,

But don't worry my friend, happiness is not with person who likes & dislikes u.

The happiness lies within.