1)
wen ur lone, wanting some1 2 b back
wen u love some1, u won't b able 2 move out of the trap,
with everything u will want tht some1 to b around
so u can share n make her smile but all u hav is urself, memories, n long miles
wishing 4 impossible, 4 tht miracle 2 happen wishing is there some1
who can help,
with people walking n smiling u 2 try 2 smile n c whether tht makes u happy ,
but wen u look at urslef, its nothing, just u n ur thoughts wishing
to hear her talk,
n u find new voices talking n smiling n u wonder how many of them r
actually happy,
n does tht even make ne difference, if u can smile wen ur up against the tide .
u can move on with all the things u feel but tht loneliness still
lingers there trying 2 shake u n make u feel down...
not all who luv r blind, some of us r just 2 kind, n 4giv 2 much n
never speak our mind, n at times get 2 hear u hav wasted 2 much of ur
money n time
its no use to sit n waste the time, shud just move on n never allow
memories 2 let u down,
its all part of plan and matter of time, who gets whom n whose going
u don't mind,
then y 2 sulk n think of giving up this precious life of thine, wen
all u hav to do is look up n c smiling faces those look so fine,
every1z troubled within, n hardly few happy, no matter wht u do
therez something lacking cause wht u don't c is wht u hav within is
precious dime,
every1 says grass on other side looks green thts because wht u hav
looses its sheen,
y o fool to pride in whts not urs n then cry wen thts gone, wen
everything in life sayz nothingz permanent so just move on.
everything in lifez just a matter of time, few hours, dayz, few years
of mine, i shud enjoy all b4 time runs out n everythings left behind
wht difference does it make whether u like, 1, none or thousands of
fine felines, wen all u'll get is few moments of pleasure n then
lonely life of mine, wen all i need waz just one n 1 wud hav been
equally fine,
but still the fight with loneless is all mine no matter whom m with
somewhere heart will still b crying
want for more will still be there no matter how high or far i shine,
unless somehow ur back n everything's fine.
2)
memories of sweetness
u think the life's lone,
as the thing tht u want is gone,
the softness kiled n anger born,
whom 2 blame urself or person u adorned,
all u ever wanted waz, 2 build something out of love for her n
sweetness inborn,
but wht 2 do wen u c tht the luvs no more,
n even the wish of carrying the memories of sweetness becomes a dream forgone.
wht 2 do wen ur imagination's all weired,
as being with the person u like is the thing tht u now fear,
something close 2 heart becomes a distant gear,
things u said, felt n believed once, becomes unreal,
whts the past 2 me, m much stronger better here,
the easy way 2 4get some1 is to get a new dear,
but there r some to whome wht they say n do is very real,
very few hav understanding n stick 2 it as its not easy to steer,
i still wish 2 carry our memories of sweetness
u must b thinking...
even now u wish to carry memories of sweetness ?
Lord, i hope hez not crazy, u help him m out of here.
Desh
3)
Missing
the lines that I write, hope they help end a fight.
when its dark, v pray to God 2 throw some light,
n wonder, hez got all the might, but then y is he out of sight,
I wish he cud catch a flight, n take me out of my plight,
cause I m missing sum1.
I think then he came with an open heart n said, buddy y don't u write.
I gave u brains & a wonderful profile,
so wht if its dark n u hav long lonely miles,
every1's closet hav some bad files,
even the 1's who think, they r the best, cries,
believe me, I hav heard them say,
I m missing sum1.
then i asked, well i hope , she smiles,
but y my files, full of sadness pile?
n i got a big smile, while i wonder y,
he answered sweetly, c she 2 had smiled,
n i wonder, m i still missing sum1... ?
well..., now at least..., not 2night :)
Desh
4)
Gudbies
where shud i find the words, tht will have the might,
the might, to break the chains, that hold u tight,
who knows, whts going 2 become of this life,
therez so much peace n happiness inside,
but we tend 2 believe otherwise,
4 so long gud lord gave me respite,
but then as if stuck by a light,
i fell for thing know as luv life,
(Despite the fact tht,) though she said, Desh expectations will rise,
She waz scared of it, like a patient 4m a contagious parasite,
I thought i'll giv her the life,
so tht she cud find the stability, peace & happiness inside,
but then as if sum1 had turn off the lights,
things went off, n i didn't wonder y,
and true 2 my self i didn't expect her 2 call, mail or write,
but still my heart cried, n reasons were not french fries,
n not as people say, whtever she said were all lies,
But, cause of all the heart felt gudbies.
Desh
5)
Happiness
If in ur head,lies a quest,
2 find the best, n u can't giv it a rest,
B my guest, don't b scared its not a test,
Spend sum time with me,n u might understand the rest,
Tht happiness lies within.
Life's like, people's faith ,on earth's crust,
tht it wudn't blow n reduce them 2 dust.
But v live, v build, still v trust,
Though v die, v break still there's mistrust,
But don't worry my friend, happiness lies within.
So wht, if 1 day, they like u, n the next they dislike u,n r ready 2 fight u,
It can feel like dog u like, is abt 2 bite u.
It might even fright u?
Well the truth might surprise u,
It happened cause u looked 4 happiness outside u,
But don't worry my friend, happiness is not with person who likes & dislikes u.
The happiness lies within.
