Personal...or Professional

I have been thinking for a long time to write about what is going in on my mind. I, however, chose to divert it to other interests; for example, Movies, Novels and even Pornography. I guess the reason for it was the complexity of the feelings that I wanted to get out. Maybe they were too complex to form the words for. Yet, I am trying to do so now.

I think it matters not how I feel about certain things going around me. What matters is that how it all sums up and ends like. I am not trying to force my point of view of view on others but I want them to look at things from a different angle. Everyone of them. People have formed perceptions and the worse thing is that they are not willing to talk about it. I have learned from my experiences that keeping things to yourself doesn't help anybody; and I mean anybody.

I have people say that sex is the basic instinct of every species. I believe differently. I think that primary basic instinct for any specie is THE SURVIVAL; and this is what pains me most. We are letting the instinct to fore go for in lieu of our personal differences. I guess what I am trying to say is that it does not take anyone anywhere alone. Like I always say, its never about place, its never about time, its always about people. I am confused by all that is happening around me. I am confused as I don't know whether to be angry, pick fight with someone or let the things roll on their own. It seems like destiny is playing its hand and I. for the most part, can't do anything about it.

HOPING FOR THE BEST; PREPARING FOR THE WORST.