Another month gone....i don't know why i am not able to be more regular on here.....Everytime i decide to write something, someone has to walk in with some urgent work and....well talking about progress from last month i don't think there has been anything of importance personally or professionally..Though i am one step closer to being a senior CCS that is ofcourse if i get a top ranking this month too....that would also mean a step closer to being at ACTUAL next level...
On personal level, the more i try to get involved the more segregated i get...i feel like i am getting to a diffrent world all together...new people..new places...new everyone and everything....nowadays i also think about my relation with her...i don't know where this relation is going...that is if its going anywhere in first place...
Sometimes i start wondering, like i am right now, that where would it all end??? Where would i be finally settled??? or what would i be doing??? Will i migrate to somewhere...will i stay here in delhi...will i go back to jalandhar or chandigarh...exactly what would i be doing........And then comes the flash light....the thought that my time is NOW....I AM THE ONE....and that gives me strength to carry on..with all those thoughts..with all that burden...
I am trying to listen to silence around me....figuratively ofcourse......i tried literally too but beleive me its too difficult to handle....being the person i am its veru difficult to just sit there in complete silence and do nothing...there is that twitch to keep on doing something all the time...this was also one the primary reasons to start this blog....a place to vent out was ofcourse the other major one...sometimes i just want to get out of here,,but then i give it a thought and only one thing strikes me...get out to WHERE???
Please let me know if anyone has the answer.....
On personal level, the more i try to get involved the more segregated i get...i feel like i am getting to a diffrent world all together...new people..new places...new everyone and everything....nowadays i also think about my relation with her...i don't know where this relation is going...that is if its going anywhere in first place...
Sometimes i start wondering, like i am right now, that where would it all end??? Where would i be finally settled??? or what would i be doing??? Will i migrate to somewhere...will i stay here in delhi...will i go back to jalandhar or chandigarh...exactly what would i be doing........And then comes the flash light....the thought that my time is NOW....I AM THE ONE....and that gives me strength to carry on..with all those thoughts..with all that burden...
I am trying to listen to silence around me....figuratively ofcourse......i tried literally too but beleive me its too difficult to handle....being the person i am its veru difficult to just sit there in complete silence and do nothing...there is that twitch to keep on doing something all the time...this was also one the primary reasons to start this blog....a place to vent out was ofcourse the other major one...sometimes i just want to get out of here,,but then i give it a thought and only one thing strikes me...get out to WHERE???
Please let me know if anyone has the answer.....
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